all the thoughts i can get together

The funny thing is, I don't really want to come home yet.
I'm so alone here, yet I feel like this time is so valuable for me. I'm learning how to make actual decisions. I've had to create my own life here. I think my blogs have shown more joy and acceptance through time.
Does it all read so terribly?

I'm joining a gym. It's called 'To-reemu Pahku'--that's Japanesified pronunciation for the actual spelling 'Trim Park'. It's to supplement my Aikido practice. It's about a five-minute drive(or ten-minute bike, or 20-minute walk) from my house. It's a modern gym with many of the machines imported from America. The staff is friendly, and the introductory private training session was a complete workout and very fun. Actually, I just got some spiffy new sneakers too, which will make training *extra* exciting. :) Maybe I can attach a picture soon.(!)
Lately in Aikido, students have been preparing for upcoming tests. So, the teachers have been pairing off higher ranks with lower ranks during class to help them get ready. I was surprised to get paired at all, but last week, I taught three 5th level white belts for one class period, and this past Saturday I was paired with a 4th level white belt for the class.
I think Aikido here has offered me exactly what I need. That is, good, solid foundation. The teachers' forms are consistent and it's steady and reliable practice. The atmosphere is joyful. I rarely miss class.

Quite excited to meet up with two friends from Colorado today after work. We've got some exciting plans lined-up; I think it's going to be a fun-filled week.

Unfortunately, I caught something and was sweating really badly last night all night long. Had a headache yesterday and still today. It started with a bad stomach ache on Friday night, and I have this cough that won't go away...